Kurama's Voice Artist!!! Megumi Ogata!

OMG!!! I was watching Claymore episode 15 and I noticed something awesome to my great delight!!!

It's Kurama's voice!!!!! I'm sure of it! I'm ecstatic!!! I'm on cloud 9! I miss his voice so much!!!! That rich, deep, sexy, mysterious, worth dying for voice!!! I haven't heard it in years!!! I'll recognize it anywhere! Anytime! Yay!!!!!

Clare!!! Oh Clare! She lengthened her vocal chords to make her voice sounds deeper in her guise as a guy and it turned into Kurama's voice!!! I love Megumi Ogata! She's the voice artist for Kurama of the Yu Yu Hakusho Anime. She shot to stardom in her first debut role, staring as Youko Kurama aka Minamino Shuuichi in Yu Yu Hakusho back in the year 1992. Before the airing of Yu Yu Hakusho though, there were many protests from fans all over Japan. They didn't agree to the selection of a female Voice Artist to play the role of Kurama who was considered one of the important character in the Anime. Their protests turned into great admiration and approval once they heard her voice as Kurama. It's so captivating and no one can do it better than her!!! From then onwards, she continued to become the Voice Artist for various famous/popular Anime such as Sailor Moon and Magic Knight Rayearth (just to name a FEW).

OMG! I'm in crazy mode now. I kept repeating that part where Clare said the most sentence using Kurama's voice. *melts*

unbelievable 2

Hello again.

Finally dragged my ass here and checked my stats after finished watching and re-watching my Anime (I haven't checked it in weeks). It's not much, but hey, I actually have readers. Readers! And I do have a steady flow of readers, even if it's not much. But gosh!

I mean Good Lord, people are actually reading the craps I spewed out. My craps. My life!

Wow!

To all my dear readers out there, I have absolutely no idea why you keep coming back (care to tell me why? *wink* *wink*) cuz personally I think my blog sucks and since I don't get much feedback, I don't quite know how well I'm actually doing in the blogsphere... but but but!!!

THANK YOU!!! *muaks*

Thanks for your support, for your loyalty, for just being here. I appreciate it. Somewhere, somehow, there are people who reads about my life, knowing what I've been through and all that. At least, I won't feel THAT lonely. Haha...

Well, I've just thought of the stuffs to post in my blog. Remember my helicopter ride? I actually took some pictures, so yeah, I may upload it here. Haha.. It's not much, but it's better than nothing, right?

I hope I'll be able to blog more next week. I may move to Sibu as well, so there are lots of preparations to do. Heck, I may be going all over the place, since my BigBoss changes his mind every goddamn seconds or so... So confusing. So tiring. So sien. *sigh*

I hope I'll be able to breath still. I hope I'll lost weight. I hope I'll slim down, back to my previous slim waistline. I hope I'm still 18 years old.

I hope I'll be happy. Contented.

I hope I won't be disappointed. Ai...

out of idea

Howdie folks. It's been ages since I blog.

I haven't been blogging regularly recently. It's like I totally ran out of idea on stuffs to write. And I'm short on blog titles as well.

The last few weeks had been extremely hectic. Work sucks because I had more than I can handle and my boss has a goddamn high expectations of me. Most of his expectations start with the big letter I (which denotes Impossible).

And I refrained from writing because I realized that I've been spewing so much anger lately. Heck, I got fed up with them myself. All I've ever felt is anger, anger and more anger. Gosh, is something wrong with me?

When was the last time I felt really good? Free of anger, free of worries, free of troubles?

I can't remember those times. And I don't want to. It feels so stupid to be missing the good ol' days when nobody else involved miss it. Get what I mean? Awww.... it's complicated.

I'm feeling restless without knowing the reason why. I'm feeling helpless without any comprehension at all. I'm tired, empty and sad. As for why am I feeling this way, the answer is : I don't know.

The truth is, I didn't put in much effort in my work lately. I didn't feel like blogging, I didn't feel like socializing and I just didn't want to do anything. I should be doing my best (especially in my work) and yet I'm not. I've always felt that, no matter how hard I worked and tried, at the end of the day, it would have meant nothing because I have no one to share it with.

Life seems dark and empty and meaningless when you put it that way, no?

All I've ever felt now is boredom. And the fact that I get bored easily doesn't make it any easier. Life's the same everyday, every week. Every goddamn second and minutes of the day. You wake up in the morning, get ready for work, eat, work, eat, rest then sleep and the whole cycle repeats itself the next day and the day after that and the day after and after... So boring.

As for my anime, I've downloaded and watched all the Anime that I'm after. And I'm stuck here now, waiting for more new episodes from Claymore, Kekkaishi, Naruto Shippuuden, Bleach and D.Gray-man. These are my favs at the moment.

And I'm still waiting for the Gundam Seed Destiny movie that mother fucker Fukuda promised to release in 2007. It's postponed to 2008 now. Bloody hell.

I watched Ratatouille last nite. Amusing movie about a rat named Remy that learns to cook. A rat that can cook. Now I feel worse cause I can't cook even if my life depended on it.

I'm worse than a rat. Great feeling, eh?

I need something to distract me from all these miseries.

Should I write Anime reviews? Would you read them? Hmmm...

Bad day...

Today is one of those days most people dread the most. At least, I do. Dread them days like this.

It started off beautifully. So beautiful that you'd think to yourself... I love being alive...

Then, bad things started pouring in one after another. Nah, it's a beautiful day. I don't mind one or two bad things.

Then more and more shits started pouring in and it's actually aimed at your face. Fuck *starts to lose patience*

Next came the biggest, worst, slimiest shits you'd ever imagined in that slimy small tight head of yours. Then you'd go OMG... fuck fuck fuck

Fuck (multiply that by 1000 to the power of eternity)

I felt like I've just fell down from the top of Mount Everest and landed on a huge pile of cow dung. Ugh!!!

Ok ok. The story is this. I accomplished something major tasks today and I felt good about it. I was on cloud 9. I felt useful. I felt great. Awesome.

Before I had enough time to soak in my accomplishments though, I get one after another weird calls. All meant trouble. Suddenly, problems just popped out of nowhere and they kept coming in fast.

I didn't have enough ears to listen to the laments of these poor souls and of course, I don't have enough mouth to calm or soothe them or provide solutions for them and DAMN RIGHT I only have one brain and I can't think or listen to 3 phone calls at the same time, process all the frigging problems and come up with a solution for each of those goddamn problems as if I'm some awesome professor working at one of the most prestigious Universities in the world.

WHAT . A . FUCKING. DAY.

I'm beat. I feel totally useless. I wish I'm Superman or Wonder Woman. Just so I can fix things on my own without needing any other assholes help or support or cooperation. Fuck team work!

I hate works that need team members. I hate depending on people. I hate those goddamn mother-fuckers who dunno their roles and can't differentiate a dick from a boob.

I hate morons.

AND...

I hate today.

unbelievable

I want to believe that I'm strong. Tough. I travel a lot and I never have dizziness problem. Whether I travel by air (plane or helicopter), water (express, speed boat, sampan, long boat, ferry) and land (car, bus, lorry, u name it). Sounds like I'm invisible huh?

Well, I do get dizzy. You wanna know what makes me dizzy?

You're so not gonna believe this.

Lift...

and...

excavator.

*slaps forehead*

I'm ashamed of myself. *runs to hide* Sheesh!

total bullshit

I've just experienced the most unbelievable crap of the day.

I went out to survey the price of furnitures, electrical appliances and other facilities needed to setup houses for the PMT (Project Management Team). Guess what I found?

Bullshit number 1 : The taukeh in charge at the first furniture shop I went to refused to give me quotation!
Reason given : We never win any of the quotation given out. Give quotation = no sale!
Verdict : Fucking asshole. He can as well close his bloody shop cause obviously he doesn't know how to conduct business. If your price is competitive, why worry? And trust me, with that attitude of his, he'll be chasing away more customers than making them buy from him.

Bullshit number 2 : The taukenio quoted all right, but with tonnes of craps and bullshits too. She said she can't specify the brand name, but can quote the price. I went O.o and gave her a wtf look. How can you simply quote without stating the brand name? With no details whatsoever? She said if she gives me too many details then I'll be comparing her price to others. I was in the 'wtf' mood the entire time I was in her shop. I'm so not in the mood to deal with her. Fuck man.
Verdict : Fucking asshole number 2. She can go sell her body and become a whore or something cuz obviously she's got no brain. Niamah! Where the fuck got people do business like that one? Kanneh betul.

Do you guys see what I see? Fucking world is turning upside down. Geesh!

stay in Sibu

My stay in Sibu is... how should I put it. Tiring? Yeah. Although I hate to admit that, it's true. Tiring.

I spent whole day at the site, or outside, running all over the places.

That includes flying. On a helicopter. Sounds cool? Yeah. Cool. In between the heli rides and dining at expensive exclusive places, being able to order absolutely anything I want at whim, and getting to know all the VIPs out there, it amaze me how upset still I am.

I'm still upset that they haven't given me the laptop and mobile phone and car that they'd promised me.

As angry and pissed as I am with this, I still manage to suppress my anger somewhat (miraculously) because I found out the reason why they were unable to do that. My God. *slaps forehead*

Everything is in such a mess. No wonder they are willing to hire me at such high price. They expect me to just swing my wand and poof! All the problems are solved. Gone into thin air. Vanished!

Ma-deh. As if that is possible. And to think that I have to give 3 months notice to resign. To be honest, I'm close to resigning. Again. I hate this miserable "chess" game. Either you lose or you win. Such bloody tiring game.

Patience. Patience. I need them now. Patience. Loads. More than you can imagine.

I'm wee bit close to calling my boss and bombed him this morning. Yeah. Those of you who knows me in person KNOWS that I'll do that whenever I'm pissed and that I won't give a fuck who's at the receiving end. And yeah. I woke up at the wrong side of the bed. I woke up angry. I woke up upset. And super pissed after making several important deciding calls back to HQ in Kuching.

FUCK! The first big four lettered foul word of the day. It's my word of the day.

Kanneh comes 2nd.

Cheebye comes 3rd.

As much as I want to curse, I hate to admit that my vocabulary on foul words are super limited.

Conclusion is : I'm not even good in cursing. Loser. Lame. Tiu.

So, instead of going to the site, I've locked myself inside the hotel room, enjoying the air cond, the coffee, the tv, the music, and the joy of surfing and blogging all in one go. Oh, with great Sibu town scenery too.

Have I mentioned that I bought a laptop? It's mine. Not the company ones. I've been wanting to buy one for quite some time now. Finally got it. Everything's fabulous. Except the bloody keyboard though. It's not responsive. I can't repeatedly type two continuous letter at one go. The letters just won't come out. So it's kinda annoying for me cause I type super fast. Average 70-80 words per minute. If the keyboard is nice and to my liking, I can easily reach 90 words per minute with 100% accuracy rate.

You don't believe me? Think I'm bluffing? Ask my friends. They'll smack your head and tell you "What? You don't fucking believe her? Try and have a competition with her then you MORON!"

*double whacks*

The speakers are awesome. The display is splendid. Oh. It's an Acer by the way. Aspire 4520. Cheap and fast unit. The shell is black in colour and after a while staring at it, I begin to like it. I didn't like it at first. The shape's slightly different. A little on the oval egg shape. Has curves on every corner. Everything's good and dandy. I've always liked Acer for a while now. Compared to Toshiba and NEC and Twinhead. But this unit has lousy keyboard. Fuck. Everything's good except the goddamn keyboard. Do you think I can have the keyboard changed? Better still, I'll go get a good keyboard. Kanneh.

I know. I'm babbling. Rambling. Ranting. Whatever.

I'm not in the mood to work. I'm bored. I'm pissed. I'm upset. I'm dizzy. The combination of all these produces:-

bored + pissed + upset + dizzy = bad mood

When I'm in a bad mood, it means I'm suicidal. Aggressive. Super sensitive. Every little thing is wrong for me. Right now I feel like flinging the 21" tv set in my hotel room out of the huge window panes behind me.

It'll be fun to watch it crash all the way down. It'll be better if the damn stupid box managed to claim some lives down there.

I miss my water gun. If I have it now, I'll fill it up with acid and go about on a crazy shooting spree. I'm on high mood to do some massive torturing activities.

That way I'll feel better. If I feel better, I'll cool down. If I'm cool, I'll calm down. If I'm calm, then perhaps, I'll be normal. Yeah. Right now, I'm far from normal.

Looking back, I've always been in angry mood. Way too frequently. At the rate I'm going, I won't be able to make it past 35. I'll be dead before I reach mid thirties.

I'll go out for a quick survey. Then I'll come back to brood further. Maybe I'll write more later too.

First helicopter ride...

I had my first helicopter ride today. We (me, my colleagues and my big Boss) had to go some unreachable places and heli is the only solution.

It was so much fun!!!

Now I totally envied those pilots. They have so much fun. It really feels like a bird flying in the heli.

You can practically see everything!

I wanna be a pilot! It should be as fun as driving a car, no?

Actually, I took pictures but am not able to load it up.

*sigh*

And I don't feel like writing much. Maybe I'll write but not much.

Hey. You get to read some updates. Be happy about it.

Stop complaining bitches!

Just for once, I wanna stop being nice.

Maybe I should drop the goody two shoes act. Going bad all the way out makes me feel good.

*yawn*

Gtg. Later!

closing up...

I have a weird thought.

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I wanna delete this blog.

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Weird eh?

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Space outtttt...

*sigh*

the great juggle

Dear all,

I haven't got my Laptop so blogging while I'm traveling will be a pain in the butt. It's not the problem with internet connection. The question here is whether I'll manage to find the time to blog or not. Photo posting is totally out of the equation.

While I'm still capable of taking pics via my mobile phone, the very thought of transferring each photo via bluetooth to my pda and then uploading the pictures from my pda to my blog is pure misery. I'm not even sure whether my pda is up to those tasks or not.

I own a Dell Axim x50 and to be frank, it's quite outdated already.

Stable but outdated. Sheesh.

The point is : I'll still blog. But my post won't be long. It'll be short and precise (how long can you write using a pda??). I think. And it'll be quite boring. Just bear it. Okay?

And gosh. I'm gonna so miss my Vivic (I named my car so yeah go laugh your heads off!!). I drove all the way to Serian yesterday just for the heck of it. Wanted to drive my Vivic so badly that I'm just finding excuses to drive it all day long. I won't have much chance to drive it once I start traveling tomorrow. I'll be super busy tomorrow all the way till evening. I'll probably use the last flight to Sibu and then go to site early Tuesday morning to fix things. Depending on the situation, I could be stuck in Sibu for 2 weeks (best scenario) or for the rest of the month (the worst scenario is being stuck there for at least half a year). That sucks!!

I'm still considering whether to bring my Vivic to Sibu with me or not. You see, I park my Vivic outside (under the rain and sunshine) cause there wasn't a place for me to park here in my Kuching house. If I bring it to Sibu, then I shall be able to at least park it under the roof (full shed and all that) and then just take good care of it.

However, the long longggg drive from Kuching to Sibu dampens my thoughts. Not to mention the terrible horrible road conditions here! Potholes the depth of 2-3 feet bla bla bla.

I'm so worried!

Besides, I have my work schedules to worry about.

My head is about to explode liaooo. Aiyo. I haven't juggle stuffs in years! I'm out of practice. I need luck. Lotsa them!!!

Any tips??? How do you guys juggle your stuffs? Between work and your personal life? Amacam?? ;P

Good date to buy stuffs...

I've noticed something weird yet interesting lately. It has to do with the number 27.

You see, I always buy stuffs on the 27th. Mobile phones mostly. Digicam. Anything important and costly, I always buy them on the 27th. It's just such a coincidence. Or maybe it's not?? Hmmm...

I bought a new mobile phone on the 27th July 2007. It's a Samsung Z240. Looks normal and so so on screen but when I saw it on display in the phone shops, I went Ohhhh Ahhhhh Waahhhh!!! I bought it on the spot. Muahahaha!!!

And just in case you're wondering, it comes with extra 2 sets of coloured casings. I got the dark blue, red and white. Niceee!!!

I can give you a brief review if you want it. I'll make them simple though. ^_^

Pros :
Very attractive color casings - Take one look and your eyes are glued. At least mine were. Haha ;)
Superb camera even for a 1.3 MP - Frankly I don't really give a damn after experiencing several lousy phones which claimed that they have 2.0 MP. Liarsss. Trust me, this 1.3 MP can easily beat other 2.0 MP phones out there
Nice sleek surfaced keypads - How should I put it. Hmm, it has this nice elegant feel when you run your fingers across it. And the buttons are widely NICELY spaced so that you won't press on the wrong numbers
Very loud ringtone volume - Good for alarms and those deaf peps out there
Very user friendly calculator - Trust me with all your heart on this one. So far, Samsung has the best calculator feature. I know cause I've used Nokia, Sony Ericsson, Panasonic, Samsung, Philips, Alcatel, NEC & Siemens. Kyocera even. =P
Nice mp3 player - Of course, I'll be modest in this category. The sound is okay, but it still can't beat Sony Ericsson walkman series. There. But it's definitely better than Nokia.
Nice flipping sound - You know the thing with flip phones is that whenever you close the lids, they always give you that sounds that makes you cringe and worry that it's gonna break or crack. Samsung gives you a nice soft closing sound that soothes and convinced you that it won't break nor crack. No matter how many times you close or open it.

Cons :

Lousy battery life. Ptfff. *slaps forehead*

AND I got my new car on the 27th July 2007!!!!! Waaaaiiiii!!!!! I couldn't get a good snap of it cause it rained practically everyday since I got it on 27th, so you'd have to be satisfied with this:-



It's snatched from paultan.org. ;)

I'm so happy with my car. I love it. It's fast, sleek, cuttteeeeee and simply awesome. YAY!!!

Be patient...

This shall be my last post today.

I've taken pictures and will load them up tomorrow.

If you wanna see pictures, stop by tomorrow.

By now I'm so sleepy I just have to hit the bed.

Good night to all those who made the effort to stop by.

Luv ya all!!!

*muaks*

I'm back!!! Updates!

Yo everybody! I'm back! I'm back!

Anybody miss me??

Haha. Maybe yes. Maybe no.

Anyway, here's an update after ages. Sit still!!! And read. And stop complaining. At least I made the effort to write you know!!! So just come back and read and BE GRATEFUL that I write!!!

Ok ok. I've been busy. Travelling all over the places. Basic places are Kapit and Sibu. Went to the sites and offices. Attended site meetings, briefings and all sorts of activities. Progress assessments, planning, trying to meet the targets and all those stuffs.

In the middle of all the hustle and bustle, I stopped and realization hit me with a huge bang.

I realized that I've been trying to do everything - all at once!

And damn. All those shits sound like the scope of work for a bloody Manager. AND I'm not a Manager.

-_____-''

I feel sooo cheated.

And I'm under a lot of pressure to perform due to the nature of the jobs eg. BigBigBig boss(es) come from overseas and their expectations easily surpass Mount Everest.

Simultaneously, I have to meet the expectations from my Boss, my Boss's big boss, my Boss's big boss's big boss, and all their other bosses.

Trust me. My name was quoted and referred to in every goddamn meeting.

[my name] can do this.

[my name] can do that.

[my name] will see into it.

[my name] is preparing the plan.

[my name] is handling them [those frigging problems] now.

[my name] is assessing the progress...

[my name] will see to it...

bla bla bla

Somebody hand me the damn oxygen tank. I have difficulties in breathing.

I'd be suffocating soon.

Why?

They believe I can do the impossible. That I can turn the impossible into possible.

The picture they want me to paint is totally dark though. Ruined. Read : cannot be saved.

Slim chance.

How to turn a totally ruined-charcoal-black picture into a nice piece of paper with rainbows and stars painted all over it??? You tell me lar. How? HOW??!!

I'm so dead.

2 weeks from now, I'll have arrows and gun holes all over my body. Right now, instead of preparing the plan on how to save every shit, I'm preparing the plan for myself. They are:-

Plan A : I'm praying that God will help me. Give me miracle. I so need one right now. Anything is fine with me. As long as I don't lose the job!!!

Plan B : Start finding a new job. And God please deliver a job straight to my doorstep!

I knew I've been recruited to take care of shits. I knew I'd be dealing with lots of shitty stuffs. I knew that situations were bound to be terrible, unbelievable and downright dumb.

But this one, totally swept me off the ground. I'm not given ample time to SOLVE the problems. Too many unknowns. Too many vague shits. And no answer at all.

If I managed to pull through, I'd be one frigging wonder woman. And damn, if I manage to clear all those shits, I may as well set up my own damn company.

Life's tough. Miserable. Full of ups and downs. It's a love hate relationship. I love life. And yet I hate it too. Ironic huh?

off to kapit!

Hn. I'm going to Sibu today. By plane. Then gonna catch an express to Kapit around noon time.

I'm coming back to Kuching tomorrow. Phew!

I hope the journey is all right. My first time there.

Also my first site meeting. First site visit.

Not to mention the fact that I have to travel with 3 total strangers. One of them 50++, one 40++ and the other just 1 year older than me.

I'm not in the mood to talk at all.

I hope they are niceeee.

Sigh.

Today is going to be a looonnnngggg day.

days gone by...

Have you ever missed your childhood days? Like, have you ever really stopped and think back? Reminisce...

I miss being able to sit by the window panels during rainy days. Watching the rain falling from the sky above, seeing the rain drops on the windows, watching intensely as it glides all the way down from the top, slowly gaining speed and size. Till now, those droplets still mesmerize me.

Deep down within me, I'm still a child.

I miss watching the clouds as they slowly drift from one place to another. I miss guessing and imagining the forms that they took place as they moved, ever so oftenly.

I miss watching the stars at night time. I can stare at them whole night until I fall asleep.

I miss being a child. So care free.

I miss the innocense. No worries.

I miss the state of not knowing much. I miss not knowing money, not knowing knowledge, not knowing the truth.

Truth hurts. More than anything else.

I miss my grandma too. I miss her kam pua. I miss her smile. I miss her voice when she talks. I miss the moment when I was able to play the organ, and my grandma would comment from the next house about how I've improved.

I miss my grandpa too. I miss playing badminton with him.

I wish I could travel back in time. I'd never change a thing. But I just miss them so much. No matter what, I'll still be that naughty, cheeky kid. I'd still run and get hurt and in the end, get scolded.

I'll never regret the fun that I had.

mister again...

Got a phone call 2 mins ago. Another dumbass called :

Dumbass : Hello?

Me : Hello.

Dumbass : Is this Mr. [my full name]?

Me : (irritated) It's a Miss. MISS not mister!!!

Dumbass : Oh. It's Ms. [my full name] ar? Miss not Mister ar?

Me : ... Yes! Where are you calling from?
(I swear if she's in front of me, I'll strangle and shake her!!! I don't even sound like a guy!!!)

Dumbass : From the hotel they book for you. You're coming tomorrow, yes?

Me : Yes.

Dumbass : Ok. Thank youuu.

Somebody kill me quick. This world is not worth living in. It's full with idiots. First, the sub-con my Manager introduced to me called me Mr. [my surname].

Then, some of the staffs here accidentally called me Mr. They said tersasul wor.

Next, my air ticket was booked as Mr. [my full name].

Now, the fucking hotel dumbass called me Mr. [my full name] to confirm my bookings.

FUCK!!!!

always a Mr.

I got my air ticket to Sibu today. As usual, they made this one goddamn blardy mistake which I hate the most. They put Mr. instead of Ms. Other than that, everything else is right. Surprisingly, they managed to get my whole name's spelling right too. Except the Ms. part though.

Ugh...

Not only that, I'm always invited to wedding invitation. But the thing that really put me off most of the time is the title they put on the wedding cards. Encik/Mr.

Ma-deh.

I may act like a tomboy but I look like a gal okay! With boobs and all that.

And the stupid gal from the travelling agency dared to ask me this morning when I called her to complain about the title mistake:-

Stupid gal : Har? You're a Miss ar?

Me : Hoi! Do I sound like a guy to you? Huh? HUH?!!!

Stupid gal : Now that you ask me, no. You don't sound like a guy. Hihihi...

Damn gal has quite a cute voice so I couldn't stay angry at her for long over the phone.

But still... ugh!

Stupid conversations...stupid people...

I hate stupid conversations. AND those people without brains. With ALL my heart. Here are some examples :

Case 1

Me : Where do you wanna go for lunch?

A : Anywhere lar...

Me : What do you wanna eat?

A : Cincai lar...

Me : ...

Hello???! What's the point of talking here? It's the same as if I didn't talk/ask at all...

Case 2

Me : How much is this item?

B : RM900 something...

Me : RM900 something??? How much exactly???

B : RM900 something lar...

Me : Umm... RM900.90 also RM900 something. RM999.99 also RM900 something. So your RM900 something is how much EXACTLY ??!!!!

B : ... RM900 something lor...

Me : Do you REALLY KNOW the price OR NOT???

B : Errr... I go check

Me : ....

It doesn't make a difference whether I asked or not. I still don't get the answer to the questions I posed. What's the point of asking?


Case 3

Me : When do you want me to send you to airport?

C : Before 12.30 PM lar...

Me : ... *SIGH* Be more precise please...

C : Anytime before 12.30 PM is okay lar... (how the fuck is that more precise???)

Me : Fuck! 5 AM also before 12.30 PM. 12.29 PM also before 12.30 PM. Just gimme a fucking precise time is that SO HARD??? Do you remember that I work from 8 AM - 12.30 PM??? What the fuck is wrong with you people???!!!!


Case 4

I walked past the make-up section (or whatever shitty section you guys call it) inside a shopping complex. And I totally despice those sales promoters. They'll all come swarming you, asking you to buy their products lar, promotion that lar, this lar. There are only two scenarios for me when it encountering them.

First scenario

Sales promoter : Miss, what products are you looking for? Body shampoo? Lotion? Perfume? Hair shampoo? Lipstick? We sell everything you need here. Got promotion bla bla bla...

Me : I'm just passsssing by... (walked by without a glance)

Sales promoter : ......

Second scenario

Sales promoter : Miss, what are you looking for?

Me : I'm looking for [brand name]. Do you have it?

Sales promoter : Oh. We have the same product by different brand which is on promotion right now. Do you wanna try? It's very good bla bla bla (goes on to praise the goddamn product)...

Me : DO.YOU.HAVE.[brand name].OR.NOT? Yes or no will do!

Sales promoter : Err... nope.

Me : Fuck. Waste of my time.

Sales promoter : ...

Case 5

At a petrol station...

I was using VISA card to pay. Once I got the receipt from the petrol kiosk, I showed it to the person in charge there in order to get the Entry Form for their promotion/competition right now. Each RM30 of fuel pumped gives you a Form in return. I pumped RM70 so I'm entitled to two of those Entry Forms.

Me : (showed her my Visa receipt) I'd like to have those Entry Forms please..

Stupid gal : Oh... (scribbled hastily on a receipt and handed it to me)

Me : ...

Stupid gal : You want receipt right?

Me : No. I want those Entry Forms.

Stupid gal : Oh... ok. Here (stared at my receipt for a minute before she gave me two of those Forms)

Me : ...

If she listened, REALLY listened, she would have known what I said. It's like you're asking for a plate of chicken rice, and they give you a plate of satay instead. Totally bizarre.

Are they stupid or just plain ignorant? And I'm so bloody pissed because I see and talk to such fools on everyday basis. It's wrecking havoc with my nerves!!!

late shipment...

My mum called me this morning, telling me that she saw many new Vivas at the showroom where I ordered my Viva last month.

Mum : Maybe your car is here already!!! Quick quick check with your salesman!

Me : Really? Ok. I'll call him now.

I was really excited and so I called the salesman straightaway.

To my great disappointment, he told me that my Viva will start shipping on 20th July. Haiya! Shipping duration takes 3-4 days. Approximately 2 days for custom clearance. So, my best bet should be on 25 or 26 July lor.

One more week to wait. Haiyaaaa!!!

missing a meeting

This happened several days back, when I was still having problems logging into www.blogger.com - hence, the lack of posts in my blog. I think they dun like me or was it really such a coincidence???

My lunch time is from 12.30 - 2.00 PM (Mon-Fri). I left the office at 12.30 PM, heading back to my home for lunch and then went straight to the office at 1.00 PM cause I was so pissed with my mum for talking and arguing nonsense with my Uncle over the telephone while her rice was getting cold on the dining table.

That Uncle of mine LOVES to call when you're about to eat : breakfast, lunch, dinner. Timing sucks all the frigging time. I HATE it the most when ppl disturb us during a meal, be it at the restaurant, house or hawker stalls. Especially phone calls. Also those annoying China pakku or damn youngsters come pestering you to buy their stuffs when you're eating. So annoying! Pesky flies! One death stare from me normally sent them scurrying off. But my mum. She's so nice and polite and all that. I got sooo bloody irritated at her!

Anyway, back to story. I reached office at 1.00 PM and stayed inside till after office hour is over. That's 5.30 PM.

The next day, my BigBigBoss came into my room.

Boss : You okay?

Me : Yeah.

Boss : You fine?

Me : ??? Yes. I'm fine. Why?

Boss : ...

Me : Hey, any work for me to do or not? I'm so bored! What do you want me to do exactly? Sit here shaking legs??

Boss : ! I've got work for you to do! We were discussing it yesterday in a meeting. I asked for your presense but you weren't in.

Me : !!! What?! I was in the office the whole afternoon yesterday! When was the meeting held?

Boss : 2.00 PM. I sent (col's name) to look for you but she said you're not in...

Me : Huh?! I was here. In this room. WHOLE afternoon!

The Boss looked at me for a while and then took off looking for my Manager. I was like wtf??!

I've worked for this Boss before and he knows how I work. Him checking on me indicates that he finds something fishy there. I'm so glad and thankful that he checked on me first before jumping into conclusions!!!

I think somebody's trying to get me into trouble. Either they don't like me or they are testing me. Frankly speaking, I don't like them too. Bitches!! Low life scums. Pttfff!

finally!

My Manager gave me a briefing this morning about my scope of work, bla bla bla. I was actually quite relieved. I'm beginning to rust and am starting to think that I'm actually there for the sake of being there.

Decorative vase. How does that sound like to you?

Thank God. I'm not.

There are projects on 4 different categories. I'm SUPPOSED to cover ALL of them. *sigh* Talks about getting paid for shaking legs. And the damn sites are all over Sarawak. And when I mean ALL OVER, it really ISSS all over.

I'm scheduled to go to Kapit next Tuesday. Site meeting. Awesome. My first site meeting in this company AND also my first time going to Kapit. Heard it's a very sleepy rural town and kinda boring there. Internet connection through dial up lines are slower than snails and they eat monkey brains for breakfast. Ooooppsss. Just kidding there. About the monkey brain part. Kapit people, don't be offended, kay? ;P

I talked to my Manager about the laptop and he agrees. It seems that the only person who doesn't agree is blardy Edo. He's the culprit who has been halting the purchase of my laptop. This sucks. An enemy so early in the game. Crap.

I hope he gets tiao-ed real bad for trying to mess with me. Moron. Other than that, everything else is fine and dandy! =P

free food...

Today I had ice cream (from Sunny Hill) + butter cheese cake (Mita Cake House) + bread as part of a birthday celebration for one of the staff in the office. They were celebrating his belated birthday. His name was Leo or Lei something something. I'm really not good in remembering names. Bad me.

Anyway, I learned some interesting company rules from some colleagues while eating with them.

Windy : Eh, which month is your birthday ar?

Me : Huh? My birthday month? Why?

Windy : The company has this rule lor. RM30 is sponsored as a way of celebrating the birthday of the staffs here. We use the money to buy some food and then we have a small party like this just to celebrate lor. Currently, we are missing August and October. None of us here were born in August nor October! So tell us your month of birth!
(She awaits eagerly. Apparently for her, eating free food is very important and her whole life sorta depends on it)

Me : Erm. Mine's August.

Windy : Really? YES! Now we can eat in August!! *giddy laughs*

Me : -___-''

Windy : Oh. What's the exact date then? Your birthday.

Me : 31

Windy : o.O

Me : What?

Windy : WHAT?!!

Me : 31st lar.
(FYI, I was born on the 31st of August, the National Day of Malaysia. *grins*)

Windy : O.O *jaw drops*

Me : Look. Are you disappointed cause you won't be able to eat due to the public holiday???

Windy : Haha. We can always eat earlier!!!

Me : ...
(Believe me. She has fast recovery rate. And of course. We can't eat later than that cause that would means September. Wasted. *sigh*)

~~~~~~~~~~~
Minutes later...

Me : Hey. If you have 3 people having DOBs in August, does that mean you get like, RM90? RM30 per person right?

Windy : Nonono. My boss won't allow it. Just RM30 nia. If more than 2 persons, then maximum is RM50 lor. He's stingy. Doesn't count per head oneeee.
(Her boss is Edo)

Me : Oh. Why not. It's just RM30 mar.

Windy : He says the number of people eating is the same mar. So RM30 is enough per month. Plus, he never cincai eat food one. Cheap stuffs like these, he won't touch oneee. Very high class lar him.

Me : How high class?

Windy : Last time hor, we bought some type of beverage, white in colour lar. I can't remember the name. I think it's called White Lady or something. When we gave one glass to him, he won't even try it! And he sniffed on it some more. Haiya! Scared we poison him meh haiya!

Me : *incredulous look mode on* Sniffed??? He sniffed it?

Windy : He always say we spend too much buying food. When it's his turn next, we're going to buy the cheapest food available out there for him to eat!

Suddenly...

Everybody else : Yayaya!!! Let's buy bla bla bla....

They then proceeded to blurt out a long list of cheap, terrible food to buy for him to eat during his birthday month. The list got so long, I totally lost track. Employees can sometimes be so mean. *shakes head*

Personally, I think it's very good that the employer made the effort to sponsor a little bit of money as a form of appreciation for their staffs. RM30 is better than nothing, right? We never had this practice in my ex-company. The only thing they have was the staffs themselves forking out money to celebrate the birthday with you. Either way, you'd feel as if you belong some where right?

I guess I'm right about Edo thought. Seems like I'm not the only one who doesn't like him. *sigh*

ps : I swear the ones I wrote and LOST in the goddamn Gmail draft was much much better than this. Still very pissed at farking Gmail. Tulan! Ptui!

CHEEBYE GMAIL!!!!!!

I AM SO TOTALLY SUPER-DUPER-GODDAMN-FUCKING-
FRIGGING-UNBELIEVABLY PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT APPEARS THAT GMAIL IS PRODUCED BY MOTHERFUCKERS RETARDS OF THE MILENNIUM ASSHOLES+MORONS+JERKS+GODDAMNRETARDS!!!

THEY CLAIM THAT YOU CAN USE GMAIL TO SAVE STUFFS. BLOODY EFFECTIVE.

WELL EFFECTIVE MY ASS!!

I JUST LOST MY ENTIRE MOTHERFUCKING DRAFT!!!

CUZ I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED DISCARD. THE DAMN DISCARD BUTTON WAS NEXT TO THE SAVE BUTTON. GRRRR!!!

NORMALLY, YOU'D BE ABLE TO RETRIEVE WHATEVER SHIT YOU ACCIDENTALLY DELETED.

I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO FIND IT IN TRASH THEN.

IT'S NOT IN THE TRASH. IT'S A PERMANENT DISCARD. PERMANENT DELETE. AND NO FUCKING POP UP MENU WARNING YOU THAT IT'LL BE DISCARDED PERMANENTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CIBAI LANCIAO GMAIL GO FUCK YOURSELF SILLY KNN CCB.

MADEH!!!!!! PUUUIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new colleagues...

After having worked in this new company for a week, I'm still a bit blur as to the names of the colleagues. Up till now, I only know a selected few of them - those I see only on daily basis and that's about that. I never make it a habit to approach their working desk if I don't know them too well. I'm worried that I may distract them from their works. If the new boss found out about this, my reputation would be stripped. Gone. Burnt.

I don't want that to happen. But I'll tell you what I know lar.

First is the guard who works here. Everybody calls him Bai. I'd known him way back in year 2000 but I never know his name - cuz I never stopped to ask. I just call him pakcik . At first, I thought they were calling him Boy. He's so old already so it couldn't possibly be Boy. That is sooo out of place, ya know? So he's Bai.

Bai's nice. Informative and helpful. He remembers me as that little girl who used to drive super fast, walks super fast and do things super fast. He has aged considerably since I last saw him. Nevertheless, he's happy to see me. And I'm glad to see him too. =)

Next is Merry. Previously we (me and my ex-cols lor) used to call her the 'toilet lady' or in Hokkien "jaga jamban eh lao zhar bor" (translate : the old lady who guards the toilet). Hey, I used to work in this company before, ok. Before the company moved into the new place where we call office right now, she sat just right in front of the toilet room at the old office - with her desk and partition and all that. She had this sad, forlorn look which was always accompanied by tightly sealed lips. Maybe she thought it gave her some sort of professional look but I beg to differ. It only makes her look older and all boxed up.

The summary is, she's one of those old hag that everyone hates. Period. I once had such a huge fight with her, the entire office cheered when they learnt that I did the impossible - I destroyed her prized paper works. Of coz, I only do that after obtaining permission from the BigBigBoss. Who asked her to step on my tails. You think I'm simply anybody whom you can step step step on ar? Duhhh...

Now? She sits right outside my room. That makes her looks like my personal Secretary. -___-'' But she's been treating me nice niccceeee ever since I returned to this company. I later found out why. Her only au piak sua (translate : strong supporter behind her back, someone with great influence in the company) is no longer here. Gone. Out. Not part of the company anymore. But mine are still here. Muahahaha. I have 2!!! Muahahaha! I'm sooo bad. If she remains at peace with me, I mah have mercy on her and spare her lor. If not,... nyek nyek nyek. Oh dear. I'm evil. *paiseh*

Next is Windy. Don't get me wrong. She ain't windy or anything. She ain't pretty as well. She's 30 yrs old (I thought she's in mid 30s), has shoulder length long hair and is quite talkative. Currently, I'm still neutral with her. She's a Finance clerk or something like that.

Next is Edo. He's Windy's boss. Finance Manager. The first time I saw him, I intantly didn't like him. Don't like him still. I have this sixth sense - which is always right. I trust my sixth sense 101%, wokay?! There's something about him that I don't like but I can't pinpoint what, yet. Guess I'll find out soon. He's skinny, tall, a bit hunchback, has old fashion hair style and his nose holes are huge! I bet it can fit 2 adult flies in each hole. Yuck!

That's all for now lar. I'll write more about them once I have collected all the necessary information. Tee hee!

fallen trees...

I drove home from office last nite only to come across rows upon rows of fallen trees. Some uprooted. Some are just massively huge tree branches. There's even a fallen street lamp post! It rained so heavily yesterday afternoon that the whole stretch of road was filled up with fallen trees, tree branches and amongs them, a street lamp post.

What is happening to our weather? My office was totally blackened out yesterday afternnon too. No electricity. I thought it was struck by lightning! The thunders and lightnings were unbelievablly scary. And frightening.

Now I'm worried that if the same scenario happens while I'm driving my newly bought Viva, I would have been lifted off the ground and perhaps landed on the rooftop of some nearby shophouses.

o.O

Tell me that's not gonna happen. CONVINCE me that won't happen. Pretty please?!!

new car 2

Called the salesman for my car this morning. He confirmed that my loan has been approved and that they are waiting for the next shipment of vivas to reach Kuching. Something like that. I asked him how long is that gonna take?

Probably one to two weeks time. Their closest estimate would be mid of July.

I hope I can get it next week! Before my entire family went off for holiday. Leaving only me behind. Huhuhu.

I guess I can take pics of my car once I get it. But then again, simply pasting the link of how a Viva looks like sounds easier eh?

Ok. For those non-Malaysian/outside Malaysia, Viva looks like this.

Go check it out. That site gives great automobile information. Cuz I maybe too lazy to take pics of my car once I get it. I'll be too busy driving it around the city! Oh hyuk! =D

Oh yeah. My car colour is Glittering Silver. ^-^

I also told my salesman about my request for the car plate number. I won't be choosing any numbers. Just get me any number except 4. Yeap. No number 4. I'm fine with any number but NOT 4!!!

Take 5454 for example. Looks nice? Do you know what it means in Chinese? It means : I die I die. Or Starve to death starve to death. Depends on which dialect you use lar.

Now who the fuck wants a number like that?

Or 2754. It means : You go I die

Ptfff. Rule number 1 : Not a single number 4 in the car plate. Anything else is fine.

How hard could that be? Right? RIGHT??!!

fourth day at work

Today's the fourth day I started working in the new company.

I'm still shaking legs.

Surfing.

Reading newspaper. Borneo Post. The Star.

Then followed by CNN, Channel News Asia, BBC, New Straits Time (nst) etc etc.

I nearly read Utusan Malaysia and Beritan Harian. I said nearly! If I did, I'll kill myself.

I was so bored I nearly went bonkers. FYI, I have very low tolerance towards office works. I only sit in the office when there are paper works to be done. The rest of the time? I'd rather spend them outside the office - site works, meeting people, dealing... those stuffs.

My mind raced to find an excuse to go out! You know. Go out. Do something. Instead of sitting there, shaking legs! I'd finally decided to go to the bank. Needed to check whether my existing bank account with Maybank is still active or not. Otherwise, I'd have to set up a new account for my boss to bank in my monthly salary. I went to the 7th Mile's MayBank.

They treated me like a child. Just because I look like one. Fark them!

The damn counter officer made unnecessary remarks about my totally outdated AND closed account. Tried to LECTURE me for not updating my bank book.

I gave him a warning stare, and told him that I've just came back from abroad. With a heavy English accent. Okay. I lied about the 'just came back from abroad' story. So what? My account was already closed after I graduated and came back from UK. It's partly true! That shuts him up. Bloody asshole who looks like a cross breed of a mouse and a nerd.

With my account totally closed, I was forced to open a new one. Initially I thought I could reactivate my old account just cuz I like the account number. It has lotsa 8's in it. But no. They won't allow me to reactivate my account. Cuz it's CLOSED already. They said that they closed my account cause it has less than RM100 in it. If it has more than RM100 in it, they would have retained my account. Which means, if I had RM99.99 in it, the bank would have taken the money and closed my account anyway! I checked. I had less than RM2 inside. Muahahaha. Nevermind lar. Pity them. Let them have the money lar. Pathetic.

The bank officer who processed my application was a weird man-who sat next to the damn nerd mousie. With weird accent. And strange attitude. I totally don't understand him. He made a fuss when I couldn't provide him my company address. Acting cocky and arrogant and all that. Damn. I haven't got my name card. What does he expect? For me to memorise them?

He gave me some forms to fill. I called the office while filling in the forms, asking for the damn address. Gave it to him when I submitted the forms to him and guess what? He talked differently now!!! He said he's already got the address already. He called my office. And then he's all nice and good with me. After he called my office.

o.O

Do you see what I mean when I say they treated me like a kid? Damn.

And his efficiency doubled after THE call to my office. What does that tell you???

I hate pigs like that.

Which reminds me of my encounter while updating my bankbook, at the same bank. That was sometime in year 2000. The lady at the counter actually looked at the figures in my bankbook, stared at me, looked at my bankbook again, and asked me incredulously "Are you really working in this company??! This is your salary??!"

I rolled my eyes exasperatedly and asked her "What's YOUR problem??"

She smiled sheepishly and said "I just found it so unbelievable. That's all. Don't be angry yah".

Tulan.

Anyway, that's the bank story for today. Will tell you guys more bank stories next time. My other hobby includes frying bank officers for snacks. I stir fry them. I grill them. Why? They pissed me off greatly with all the stupid remarks that they made. I'll blog about it some other time though. Stay tuned!

first day at work!

I reported for duty at the new company today.

I'm working in Kuching at the moment. The environment here is nice. They give me a huge room as my office (unlike my previous company, I didn't even have a room in Sarikei, all lies, empty promises, fcuk them). From my rough estimation, the room measures at least 12' x 12' in size. It was fully plastered (ceiling) and carpeted. I have my own telephone line, desktop, internet connection, air-cond, bookshelf, table and chairs. These may sound common but hey, after being deprived of even basic necessities such as these at my previous company, right now I feel like a dang thirsty human getting the taste of the first drop of water.

It was great!!!

I was then given a 1.5 inch thick document to read. It's the company rules book or something like that. I skimmed it through and somehow managed to remember the stuffs I may need during my stay in this company. No biggie. I can deal with that.

What I'm worried about is that I won't be getting my lappy! Cause they gimme a desktop and all that.

=(

I want a lappy I want a lappy I want a lappy!!!

Oh well. Screaming and wailing won't help. I submitted a requisition for it already. Hope they approve.

*pouts*

OMG! What if they don't??? I'd feel so CHEATED then!!!

*prays that THAT won't happen!!!*

The day went by uneventfully. I tried getting used to the room I've been given. Once in a while, I went out and chatted with the rest of the colleagues. I only tried surfing later in the evening, about 2 hours before office hour was over. I can do that everyday. Yeap. I can.

I don't like my Manager though. He reminds me of Mr. Mouse. Nothing similar physically speaking, but the way they behave... *slaps forehead* ... it's like they are twins. Haiyo.

Since my salary here is more than double of what I used to earn, my level of endurance should have doubled, right?

I hope so. Really. Honestly!

connection problems

At times like this, I totally hate pcs and modems and Streamyx.

Cause I can't online.

And I don't really know nor understand why.

I'm totally blur like sotong.

I don't know for sure what are the causes. Is it my pc? Or my Dad's pc? Or my sister's pc? Virus attacks? Network problems? Modem? Or tat dang Streamyx. Or the bloody phone line?

I'm totally clueless.

I have 3 desktops and 2 laptops at home. Initially had 3 laptops but since I resigned, I've returned one of the laptop cause it was supplied by the company. All of them wifi connected. ALL the desktops have problems connecting into internet. ALL the laptops can connect without problems.

I hate desktops. Ugh!

I'm so miserable. 1 week without internet connections = no downloads = no anime to watch = no manga to read = no msn to chat = no movies to watch = no mp3s to listen to = no hope = no life

I'm as good as dead.

Just forked out 200++ bucks to buy a new wifi modem yesterday. Sent the modem to my friend for emergency CPR but apparently it's gone bonkers. So, I bought a new modem.

='(

With the new modem, I managed to surf a tiny wee bit. And to download stuffs.

That was last night. This morning when I woke up and tried surfing...

... I still have the same problem. WaaaaaaaAAAAA!!!

The desktop in my room can download stuffs through BitComet but can't surf at all. My sister's desktop downstairs can surf but can't download stuffs through BitComet.

Now, both of them can't even connect.

And I always get this warning/menu/message box/whatever you call it.

This connection has limited or no connectivity. You might not be able to access internet or some network resources. For more info, click this message.

Ugh! *sob* *sob*

The message doesn't help cause I'm a sotong.

=(

Initially I thought it was just a simple ISP clashes case. Apparently it's not.

Something evil is at work here. Damn.

I'm trying again tonight. See how it goes. Hope it's not a virus messing up things. Aiyoyo!

write more lar

Okay okay. Straight after the previous post, I logged into my gmail and read several e-mails from friends and readers asking me to blog more often. *grins*

I love you all! Ok lar. For your sake, I'll write more lar. Happy? But hor, you guys only read read read nia, seldom comment one. But then again, I know lar my comment box like coffin, so difficult to open, like it's cursed or something. Aiyo.

Nevermind. Me very understanding one. I've got appointment at 10.30 AM but I'm still here typing away. Later on I speed all the way there lar.

I'm arranging for the loan stuffs later on. Hope no problem lor. Unless they think what I earn is way too little lor. Aiyah.

So, will post more after this lar. I'll charge my digicam's batteries later on lar. Will camwhore away lar.

Happy?

But hor, make sure u come back and read my blog ar. If not, I hunt you down sampai ke lubang cacing ooo!

=P

new car!

Gulps.

My blog is quite dead, ne?

*paiseh*

What to do? My home pc's internet connection is quite messed up. *sigh*

And the speed is like okui (translate : tortoise).

So what do I do when I'm stuck at home till I start working at the new company on the 2nd July?

I shop.

Just bought myself a car yesterday.

It's a Viva. Glittering silver. Cheap cheap. 38k only. Cheap right?

I had a test drive yesterday too. Tried its auto transmission 1000cc and also its manual transmission 1000cc. The auto transmission is very swift and smooth. You can't feel the transition from 1st to 2nd gear and so on. I was quite impressed. And the manual OMG. It's close to Kelisa's feel and I like the difference in power between its auto and manual transmissions. Much better than Avanza (sorry Toyota, no offence but the truth is, most of your recent car products sucks and I'll always be a Honda fan but damn! Honda soooo expensive! I totally bolui to buy lor, tiu!).

Straight after the test drive, I sealed the deal. Upon reaching the showroom. Crazy hor?

I never expected Viva to be as roomy as ... being able to accommodate 5 ppl one go. With vast leg rooms. Soooo unexpected.

I remember asking for a test drive when I first saw Viva in one of the showroom here in Kuching. That was ages ago. No test drive allowed then. Stupid salesman. If I test drive then I would have booked the car there and then!!! Stewpid.

Oh well. I bought one in the end. Salesman told me I'll be getting it in 2-4 weeks time. Hope it's true. The last I checked, I had to wait 3 months.

Come to think of it, I haven't seen much Vivas on the road in Kuching either. I hope it's not a problematic car. I'd bang my head to the wall if it turns out to be. Aiyah.

i'm still alive!!!

Howdie folks. Sorry for vanishing into thin air just like that.

I have the tendency to that recently. =P

I don't think you're upset over that, rite? RITE?

I just went to get a 'breather'... that lasted longer than I expected.

The breather here refers to:-

1. Eating (breakfast, lunch & dinner + morning snack + afternoon snack + midnite snack) everyDAY
   
2. Cruising (went cruising all over Kuching, stretched all the way to Samarahan too!) whole day
   
3. Shop shop shop
4. See look see look

After all that ler, I had a huge health problem at home lor. Every nite I lausai till I be tahan. Early morning also lausai for at least 3 times. But in the afternoon I'm just fine wor. Aiyah. Pek Chek.

Have I told you guys that my last day in the OLD company was on last Wednesday? Oh boy, I never thought I'd be so relieved to be gone from THAT company. I'll post up a separate story once I get to write it. It has to do with that "such a mess" post I did previously.

I had dinner with my ex-colleagues last nite. Seafood. Food only so so lar. But the gifts!!! Oh the gifts!!! I love them. Ehem. *giggles* There are 2 gifts. I'll post the pics up later tonite too.

I'm quite lazy lar. So pin tua wanna take pics and load them up. Even when I did have the pics, then I feel double lazy to load them up lor. Aiyah. How hor like this? Tsk tsk tsk.

On top ot that, I have an extreme case of temper fluctuation which may HARM my readers, both directly and indirectly. =P

I'm also having problems with my ISP at home (meaning I can't stay logged online for more than 5 minutes without having the fucking thing turning on and off, on and off, on and off. Ptfff!!!)

But but but!!! That doesn't mean I'm dead lor. I'm very much alive ler. Just that each time I reached home, I'm so beat I ended up in bed, snoring in a matter of minutes. Like an old worn out mother pig lor. Aiyoyo.

Bad influence ler?

*looks into the mirror*

And I look fat fat too. Aiyo. How?

Ai. Nia mind lar. I'm still alive mar. Good or not? *grins*

I'll try to kick myself to upload all those piccies and write post about them tonite lar. You say lar wookay or not?

*listens*

Wei? Wei? wei? wei?!!

=^_____^=

such a mess

This is my 1st attempt posting through my pda, so it will be short.

I heard a very disturbing set of rumors this morning that sent my internal alarm bells off.

It's such a mess. I'm troubled. Why can't I just leave in peace? AAAaaarrrggghhh!!!

I'M HOME! YAY!!!

I'm home I'm home I'm home!!!!!!!!!

It's so good to be home!!!!!!!!!!

*HUGS PILLOWS*

Had dinner with family and relatives. Then went cruising the town and bought lotsa ice cream for desert.

Now I'm full and sleepy and soooo contented I don't wanna do anything else! Except sleep.

*climbs into her bed to sleep*

Awwwww... I'll post more tomorrow. Really! Till then, oyasumi nasai!

ZZZzzzzz...

busy!

Thursday really saves me! LOL

I've been very busy today. Fixed everything that I could. Packing starts at 6.30 PM.

I know I have lots of stuffs to pack, but never this much! Gosh! I am messy! I hope I'll be able to get enough sleep tonight!

I charged my digicam batteries while packing. I'm hoping to snap some Sarikei photos before I left this place for good tomorrow morning.

And nope. I won't miss this place. At all. That I can assure you. Muahahaha!

Ok. Time to continue packing. I've taken enough rest already.

=T_____T=

I've also been sneezing non-stop but the thought of going home somehow tones down my misery. Wakaka

I can't wait to go home!!! =D

bad mood

I'm in quite a bad mood today.

It rained very heavily this morning and afternoon.

The weather's so cold my wounds (from my blasted fractured right foot) ache non-stop.

Every little thing pissed me off.

People riding on a motorbike while listening to their handphones INSIDE their helmets.

The idiots who drove 20 kmh in front of me + On a straight main road some more!!!

Those darn dogs that howled and cried non-stop in the frigging rain. Maybe they'd just been castrated and were looking for their balls in the middle of the fucking rain?

The fact that it's so hard for me to open my own comment box sends me in a fit of anger.

Streamyx on and off, on and off, on and off the very same way human breath in and out, in and out, in and out. TU-LAN.

Government servants salary raise up to 30% or was it 35%? Why the fuck do they get raises when they give lousy services to us taxpayers (remember the black, sour, long faces WITH NO SMILE AND arrogant retorts and comments to our queries), who paid their fucking salaries with our HARD EARNED tax money??? Not to mention the fact that they are so damn bloody I N C O M P E T E N T in their works, thus causing queues as long as dragons in every possible counter??? On top of that, they get house loans, car loans, loan this loan that. Pui!!! (Ok ok. Not all of them, but MOST of them are like that!!!)

My mum who NEVER gets what I'm talking about, and when she DOES GET what I mean, she's more worried over trivial things instead of the fucking BIG PROBLEM looming over me!

Why can't mothers just SEE the big picture?! Instead, they spotted the tiny speckle of dust near the bloody frame and fuss over that. Yeah, dusts that can be wiped off and be gone just at the snap of your fingers.

I'm contemplating the very idea of staying mute for at least one month. I'm fed up of talking. With morons. Especially! And I'm fed up of repeating myself over and over and over and over and over and over... *infinity loop*

Maybe I should get those punching sand bag and a pair of gloves. Each time I'm pissed I'll just go beat the pulp out of that bag.

I'm also thinking of how nice it would be if I could just get a baseball bat and send the stupid irritating dogs OUT OF FIELD. Or maybe out of life seems MUCH BETTER.

Have I mentioned that I hate kids/toddlers who cries and cries and cries and cries...

KNN. How the hell did they do that? Crying WHOLE DAY long. I hope they grow up blind from the excessive crying that they had. They so fucking deserve it. Cheebye kia.

If that damn kid is in front of me, I'll slap slap slap slap slap slap slap slap his face till he stops crying. If not, I'll feed him lots and lots and lots of chillies till his lips are totally swollen. He likes to cry mar. I'll let him cry PUAS-PUAS!!! And if he screams so much till I damn tu-lan, I'll just slit his throat open wide wide and sapu lotsa salt onto his wounds and end his bloody misery. There. Habis cerita. End of story. Game over. Cipet.

Today is just so fucking lame. It's worse than Mondays. *cradles head*

Thursday please come quick! I need Thursday to save me!!!


Disclaimer : No child was harmed in the production of this post. The same applies to the dogs too. Whatever stated here was merely a fraction of the writer's WILD and totally DARK imagination which has NEVER BEEN PRACTICED in reality.

weird phonecallsss...

I've been getting lots of that lately. Weird phone calls. Weird sms. Almost everyday. And at the most annoying of times.

Some of them started off like this:-

Cayang, I manyak cinta sama u. Why you tdk reply I sudah. U tak cayang sama I lagi ke?

Or this:-

Wei, why you treat me like that? You don't remember me? Neh, I'm the cute cute one in Miri here jek. Continues to make moaning sound.

Eeee!!!! You know what? All my hairs stand up straight straight listening to calls like that!

See char bor!
Chao char bor!
Gong char bor!
Siao char bor!

I really mou ngan tai. It's obvious the guys ditched you all stupid gals already and here you are, calling my phone number, moaning like some goddamn cheap horny cats by the alley. I siram you with hot boiling water baru you tau!

The worst is the second caller featured above. She's a chinese (you bring shame to chinese gals I tell you!!!) from Miri and she kept calling me (like so blardy rajin like that) continuously and especially when I was busy at the site until I hafta bark into the phone :

How many times do I have to tell you that you got the wrong number you siao char bor, gong char bor, you see char bor you!!! I'm a gal lar wei, not guy lar cipet you! Ki-si-lar lu! Chao ku liu! KNNCCB!!!

If she called me again I'd put up her phone number on those porn sites and have those horny guys screw her to death! Damn tulan I tell you!

Another Malay gal also kept calling my number not so long ago. She called and called and called and said all those nonsense. In the end, I took revenge by answering ALL of her phone calls and entertained her to the sound of wind howling, radio blasting and strange farting noises. It satisfies me immensely to learn that the silly bitch is actually wasting her money by having me answering her calls. Muahahaha!

She never called me back since then.

And today, I got another weird call. Don't get me wrong. It's not one of those si anu anu, but this person, I sort of know her cause I've dealt with her several times over the phone. Today, she sounded so frustrated and was so whiny and all that. So much so my eyes nearly fell out when I heard what she said. Here's part of the conversation. She's red. I'm blue. ;P

Miss. xxx, I've been trying to call your office in Kch for so many times and nobody answers my calls. Why?! Why?!! WHY?!

O.o ... -_-'' .... *silence*

I called your xxx Department also nobody answers the phone. Is your receptionist on leave or something happened or what? Is she dead?

Erm... who are you trying to reach?

(Totally ignoring me).. I've also tried again and again to call your PM (Mousie lor) but how come he never answers the phone oneee?!!! Why isn't anybody in your office answering my phone calls???! Why?! What's going on?!!!

=.='' Hey, I answered you... Just...

(She cuts me off) But it's so frustrating you know! I've been wasting all my time trying to reach all of you and you..... bla bla bla bla bla

Hold on hold on. Allow me to explain, ok? FYI, our company is currently moving to a new office so the telephone line's probably still not up yet. What with renovation and all those stuffs. *pause*

.......

As for my PM, he's ALWAYS like that. He hardly answers any of our phone calls. Probably scared of phones gua... *pause*

......

As for the people you're trying to reach, just tell me the names and I'll give you their phone numbers if I have them. If not, I'll give you other direct lines where you may be able to reach or get hold of them. If you still can't get them then gimme a shout and I'll fix that for you. How does that sound like to you?

Wonderful!!

She then proceeded to give me the names of the people she wanted to contact.

Weird or not? Either she's been under tremendous pressure or she's getting the Monday blues just like Garfield.

The last weird call I can handle. No problem. But not those from horny gals who definitely needs spanking. Euuu!!! So gatal!

I'm so blardy tulan when I get those calls. How do you deal with them lar? Any good ideas or not?

packing

I have to start packing today.

I'm going back to Kuching this Friday.

Will hand over everything to my Kuching HQ office on coming Monday.

My last day is probably either on next week's Wednesday, Thursday or Friday.

Can't wait for Friday to come!!! ^___________^

But 1st, I gotta clear my room room and office here first.

-___-''

Lotsa works lei. *sulks*

accidents everywhere

I've just came back from Sibu. I drove back on my own from Sibu to Sarikei. Halfway through though, I came across a terrible accident.

The white Kancil was upside down (not like overturned turtle, more like its lying on its side) and the passenger(s) were out. On the road.

I didn't really look or stare or anything. I tried to divert my eyes and pretended nothing was there.

The truth is, there were close to 10 cars stopping by both sides of the roads to get a better view. 2 fully loaded buses too. Yes. They stopped their vehicles, came out and walked all the way to the scene to check things out.

Gross!! Why the fuck are people so kaypoh one?

And then I noticed a reporter. With my trained eyes, I can easily spot those busybodies/fucking reporters even before they flash out their goddamn cameras. The way they hurriedly walked/jogged to the scene, eager faces, hands always on their bag/pouch or whatever shit it is that housed their cameras.

A woman was lying on her side (her back facing me when I passed by the scene). I also noticed some by-passers digging out stuffs from the overturned white kancil and then piling them up on top of her.

Does that mean she's dead?

I bet other passengers have been sent to the nearest hospital. The woman lying there could not be the driver.

How do I know? Through my 6th sense lor. You choy meh? If wrong mah wrong lor. No need to die one!

Before reaching the scene, I saw 2 very long, black, fresh tyre tracks on the road. Skidding marks. Kinda like those stuffs you see on CSI series. It means the car was traveling super fast and then suddenly braked and skidded off the road. And then overturned and all those bla bla bla shits. Otherwise you wouldn't see those tracks on the road.

I'm glad that I watched CSI and can sorta guess what happened earlier. The scene and everything. On the other hand, I'm not as glad cause the imagination is scaring me so much I refused to look further or any longer just now and I cowardly just eased off, putting more distance between me and the accident scene.

And to those damn toto/big sweep/number buyers - NOPE. I didn't even notice the vehicle number.

This incident reminds me of the accidents that I saw last few weeks. It was the recent trip I took back to Kuching and as usual, I boarded a bus. And choy choy choy! I saw 4 accidents along the road. Well 3 accidents actually. The other one is just a car breakdown.

Here's what I remember about those accidents:-

One involving a red Hilux which tried to overtake the car in front of it without realizing our bus which was overtaking at the same time too. The Hilux driver was so shocked upon noticing the bus when he turned out that he made a sudden lunge to the left side and then wham! His whole car was spinning uncontrollably and ended up in the longkang on the left side of the road. Lucky for him it's only a drain there! The ravine is on the right side!!! He should thank whatever God he is worshiping BIG TIME!!!

Second one involves a Kancil (as well duh!). It was stuck inside the huge drain by the roadside. The whole car was INSIDE the drain! Apparently, the driver lost control of the car and somehow ended up trapped inside the drain. I noticed that they unwound the windows in order to climb out from the Kancil. They couldn't open the doors!

Third one was a nasty accident as well. I can't remember the details but a Kancil was involved as well (damn Kancil drivers). Half of its body was totally crushed like a matchbox. The tow truck was there to haul it back for repair. I doubt they can ever repair that piece of shit ever. It'll probably ended up being metal scrap. And I doubt the driver or passenger in front can survive. They're probably in the bilik mayat (translate : mortuary) by now.

Fourth one wasn't an accident. The car just broke down in the middle of nowhere. The poor driver. He should have checked his vehicle before traveling. *sigh*

Each time I traveled, I was so worried that I won't be able to make it safely back home! The way THAT particular bus driver drives, I'm never ever gonna take ANY bus from that company ever! Pui!

And each time I'm driving, it doesn't matter how safely I drive. I'm worried that other MORONS of a driver will ram their car into me! Or the damn trailer carrying those humongous kayu balak will somehow has a loose piece. Imagine those huge shits falling down from the fucking trailer onto you when you're trailing behind it. Fuck! You'd be a goner in seconds!

Damn lousy Sarawak roads and KNN drivers are everywhere! Aiyoh! No peace I tell you NO PEACE!!!

*slaps forehead*

Aiyoyo!!!

those neighbours again

I

HATE

MY

NEIGHBOURS.

They have been singing dangdut shits for the past 3 fucking hours non-stop I'm getting dizzy just listening to their monotone and ever so lousy off-key vocals my ears feel like dropping down and close shop and I so wanna tembak them!!!!!!

I don't mind being deaf now.

Cipet.

Do I know you? - Part 2

I got that today. Again.

Another guy looked at me happily, expecting me to remember him. Haiya, maybe I got a twins somewhere else hor? Eeee... wei, twin wei, you now this guy anot ar? *point* *point*

I just stared at him blankly.

He looks familiar but I can't recall.

*sigh*

Guy : Aik?! Tidak ingat ka? (translate : Huh? Don't remember?)

No. You're okay looking but not super duper hensem till I masuk longkang while walking so sorry lar, I can't remember lor. By the way, that's an old trick guys used to use on gals right? Hmm something's not right.

Again, I looked dumbly at him. *blink* *blink*

He stared at me in disbelief and I just left cuz I was in a hurry to do my tasks and time was running out.

Am I having amnesia? Or am I really that famous? Wakakaka. So many people know me and I can't even remember their names lar.

On 2nd thought... Muahahaha. Cannot be ler. Haiya. I'm definitely not famous. But the thing is, they got my name, title, working place and post all right. They even know the car I'm driving, where I'm living and the projects I'm involved in and places I've been traveling to. Sounds scarry? That's why I prefer to blog without any references to my real name lor. Aiyoh. Imagine the chaos when ALL of them found out about my blog. In reality, one would be enough. That's my doom liao.

I'd definitely be in TROUBLE.

Deep shit. Yeah.

Tsk tsk tsk.

So those of you who know me in person, keep quiet and dun tell anybody ar! Otherwise, I'll have no choice but to kill you!!!

I'm in trouble. Seriously. These amnesia of mine is scaring me bit by bit. I just remembered that I can't remember the names of the twins I had dinner with last Sunday. I only remember their surname and last names. But not their first names. Oh wait. I'm not sure about the last name of the other one either. OMFG!!! Taskete kudasai!!! (translate : Help please! ---> in Japanese)

*bangs head to the nearest wall*

Things to do

I have quite a number of things to do tomorrow. They are:-

1. Retrieve car from col
   
2. Pay utility bills of the office and house rentals (due date is 7.06.07 and fuck, I hate paying bills!!! Even if it's not mineee)
   
3. Prepare summary for Petty Cash (headache lar. Gimme panadol quick quick!)
   
4. Prepare Minutes of Meeting (for submission to Mousie, Owl & Client. Ps : Mousie can't write the Minutes of Meeting even if you threaten to fire him if he can't. LOL)
5. Monitor Interim Claim shits (just submitted to HQ and they called me again this morning, the way they used to call each goddamn time we're about to submit Interim Claim, asking the normal shits - how many copies ar? send to whom ar? whom shall we get to send ar? O.o Like that oso hafta ask me? Niamah!!! And then... when ar? what ar? how ar? I've repeatedly told them the same kausai every fucking time and do they ever listen? Nope. They took ME for granted, expecting me to be there ALL the time. The very reason why I call them morons and I'd enjoy laughing my head off the next time they hafta do those shits without me around. Mwahahaha!!!)
   
6. Return all library books (due date is 7.06.07 *sulks*)
7. Call HR manager of current company (they want a chat wor... why only bother to chat when your staffs are leaving?? blur nyeh... )
8. Call Owl for permission to return one car rental
9. Call car rental company to make necessary arrangements
   
10. Start cleaning my Lappy (transferring files and uninstalling all the games I had inside =P)
11. Go to site. Sit there. Or stand. Watch. Listen. Think. Remember. Then... talk talk talk chat chat chat chit chat chit chat chit chat pot pet pot pet pot pet pot pet bli bla bli bla bli bla bleh bleh blur
12. Then go eat. Bath. ZzZzZz liao...
    

Like that one day mah easily gone lor. You say easy anot? =P

ps : The days are easier to pass now cuz half of the zoo went on hols wor. By the time they come back, I'll be preparing to leave for a new zoo! Kekekeke... But hor, old zoo got stories, new zoo also got stories. I'll blog about it next time lar. Make sure you come back for more nyah!

Do I know you?

How many times have you come across people who greeted you cheerfully as if they've known you for years and you have absolutely no idea who they are? Or perhaps the said person somehow seems familiar but you simply can't remember where or when you've met them even if your life depended on it?

I always have that problem. I'm very poor in recognizing people and most often than not, I always greeted the wrong person. After making the same mistakes several times (and embarrassing the living daylights out of myself) I've finally succumbed to NOT greet them at all. Even if they look VERY familiar to me. As long as I'm not sure who they are, I'm all quiet and silent. Maybe I'll flash them a polite smile. Maybe. Just maybe.

I mean what do you normally do in such a situation? Apologizing sounds like a jerk. If you ask them who they are then you'd ended up looking dumb. And forgetful. And careless. If you ignore them then you're arrogant. So what to do?

I was greeted by a middle aged looking gentleman this morning while I was having my breakfast of porridge in the kopitiam near my office. Running out of option, I just stared at him as if he's just popped out of nowhere (he really just popped out of nowhere). He looked surprised and asked me:-

Him : Why didn't you join us for bible study anymore?
Me : O.o ... Oh, I've been very busy. (so he's one of the church member)
Him : Oh I see.
Me : .......

He disappeared just as suddenly as he appeared. I dunno where the heck he went after the words exchange.

So, does that mean staring works? Another option would be to just sit there and looking dumbly at him until he offered some sort of explanation. Question is, can I really do that? Can I muster up enough courage to look dumb enough to just get the stupid clue out of whoever it is standing in front of me?

Maybe not.

Then again, simply asking them "Who are you?" or "Do I know you?" or "Have we met before?" sounds very rude. No? Don't you agree?

I dunno what else to do. And I hate it each time I'm caught in situations like these. It's very... uncomfortable. *sigh* -___-'' What say you?

next on my list : Fantastic Four & Transformers

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Ladies & Gentlemen,

I have an announcement to make.

I'm having problem opening my own comment box and therefore, won't be able to reply any comments until I've successfully opened the damn comment box.

I've also heard complaints from my dear readers about how difficult it is for them to open up my comment box.

Go blame blogger. Or streamyx. Don't blame me.

As the owner of this blog, I'm also experiencing problems opening it up myself. I totally feel for you guys.

But thanks for reading up till here.

You're really patient!

Hope you'd be patient enough to wait till I managed to pry the damn box open for comments/replies.

Thank you for your time.

Enjoy yourself ya!

messed up labels

I'm thinking of re-arranging my labels/categories again. It feels wrong. It feels so messy. Something is missing. I got a feel something's ain't right, but I'm not sure what.

Ideas or suggestions? Anyone??

Hmmm. Maybe I wanna change my blog theme too. Just maybe. Hmmm...

*still thinking*

stuffy nose

Do you know how difficult it is to sleep with a totally blocked nose? Or stuffy nose? Or running nose?

Fret not. Cuz you ain't getting any sleep if you have either one of them. And guess what?

I have them all! One go. Stuffy, totally blocked AND running nose.

I hate my nose now. NOW!

I'll be having problem sleeping again tonight. *cries*

How I wish I could take it off and rinse it thoroughly and then put it out to dry before I install it right back where it belongs.

How I wish God invented us like machines or those Gundams where you can just take off the parts or faulty joints and then service them back to perfection. That would have saved us so much money and time on doctors!!!

The next time God wanna invent something, I hope he takes me as his assistant. =P

twitter gone bonkers?

I'm having problem with my twitter. I tried to log on for close to one week and I only managed to log on just now. After trying for the entire morning and noon time too.

My email addy & password are corrreeecccttttt ler. Checked the caps too. Even double checked the password wor. And username wor. What's wrong ar?

*puzzled*

blur blur... @.@

Pirates of the Caribbean : At World's End

Just came back from Star Cineplex.

*one thumb up for Pirates of the Caribbean*

Nice one. But I still prefer Return of the Mummy 2. That's one of the best in my mind.

But hey, the Pirrrraatteeessss kept me glued to the chair without any whining... AT ALL!!!

Not even the blasted kids cries nor damn teenagers flashing their mobile phones oh so high up in the middle of the movie screen as if they're the only ones with phones on earth can take my eyes off the big screen!

THAT'S gotta be good!

But what really attracted me to watch this movie? I didn't even watch its 2nd movie : Dead Man's Chest.

*drum rolls*

Okok. I like this pose shown in the pic I snatched from here : Keira Knightley as Elizabeth Swann. Dunno why. Can't really explain. But I simply admire girls with guts and those who can wield swords as if they are part of their arms. Especially those who can really fight!!! Yay! Girl Powerrr!!!

Maybe it's quite late for me to say this, but if you haven't watch this movie, then quick quick go buy the tix and watch!

What are you waiting for? Sure good watch ler. I highly recommended it wor. =P

i quit!

That's it.

I resigned.

On May 31, 2007.

It's a one month notice.

My last day would be June 30, 2007.

Minus annual leaves and unrecorded leave and what nots, I maybe able to leave earlier.

I hope I didn't make a mistake though.

Cuz if I did, I'd be chewing my heart out for the next few years!

*shivers!*

Damn. I wish I could take a peek into the future! *sigh*